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Cos everyone's/everything's changing and leaving me behind. :/
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been back in london for two weeks to be exact. the depressing feeling is sinking back in again. but at least now there's my iphone, so it means i can whatsapp ppl in singapore! but not many. as much as there are things happening around me most of the time, i'm feeling lonely. actually i felt that even when i was back in singapore. maybe cos ive changed. sometimes i feel that no one seems to understand me anymore and i can only think my thoughts to myself. no one seems to be free to listen to me talk abt what i'm thinking abt anymore. or maybe i'm too tired to reach out to talk to ppl. i'm afraid of being rejected or dissed at. i'm not as thick skinned anymore haha. >.< sometimes i feel like retreating into my own shell, and stay in there, hoping that there's no need for me to come out and interact with the world. every interaction now seems very energy-draining and i'm tired. but at the same time i miss people, i miss home. i sound confused. lol. >.<
anw, i was looking thru my old gmail acct, and i found an email from joey to the gang. i nearly cried when i read it. i miss us, i miss the way we could be so carefree last time. i miss the way we used to hang out and these are things i wish i could relive. it really made me wanna see you guys now and hug you guys tight. we have to meet up in summer next year and do some memorable stuff yeah? love you guys. (:
i miss home.
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and anw life's been so bloody hectic and there are so many ppl i wanna talk to right now, but i just dun seem to have the time to even do that. and i miss them so much. those who are still reading my lj, yes i'm talking abt you! will try to call u guys one of these days when i finally get my musical over and done with, promise. REALLY REALLY MISS EVERYONE. ))):
i misslj-ing too. everytime i come back to this space, i feel like i'm myself again. maybe i should come back to lj more often. i keep feeling lost and i sometimes want so much for someone to pull me back down to earth, to tell me that everything's fine. i miss 413 so much. and i miss 6N very much too. and the 27ths. and my psb friends. i wish i'm back home, and that i dun have to be alone. i'm tired of smiling and laughing all the time. i wish my friends are here to give me a hug and a shoulder to lean on. i'm tired. i miss home. sometimes i would go to slp, and wake up thinking that i'm back in singapore. and i just get disappointed when i realised i'm still stuck here. ):
i'm really tired.
终究还是一个人。
anw my room mate's quite nice but it's still kinda polite but i THINK it's getting better? tried the veg curry she cooked today and woah it was quite good! haha. i guess everyone's here really nice and really sweet and i made a lot of new friends but i guess we haven't gotten close enough yet to be able to share thoughts and feelings. maybe i will eventually, but right now, i really wish my good friends are here with me. but things are pretty good here la, so i should stop sounding so emo lol. >.<
lalala okay it's kinda late and i shall head to bed. tata! (:
- Mood:
homesick
feeling kinda tired now. been walking around the whole day and omg it's really tiring! but quite fun la, cos i had superb company. :D sang a hell lot and walked a lot and made a lot of new friends! quite fun! and we ate at wong kei and i ate THREE BOWLS of rice! xD ROCKS.
okay i realised i'm sounding kinda confused, happy and emo at the same time. lol cant really tell which one i feel more, but i hope this confused feeling will stop soon. getting a bit too much for me. lol shall slp after my laundry's done! xiaolu and i got super shocked by the stupid dryer when it started so immediately hahaha. and the first thing we saw was underwear flying in the dryer. -.- sigh how noob hahaha. xP
lol anw shall stop thinking too much and be happy! and hopefully lessons will be fun. (:
P.S. I MISS EVERYONE IN SINGAPORE! ): my house d, 413, 6N, COUNCIL and juniors, ops, yen, yuan yuan, yi ting, sherry, ben, tuck heng! and many many more! AHHH.
- Mood:
homesick
(feat. Colbie Caillat)
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
- Mood:
loved
