anw my room mate's quite nice but it's still kinda polite but i THINK it's getting better? tried the veg curry she cooked today and woah it was quite good! haha. i guess everyone's here really nice and really sweet and i made a lot of new friends but i guess we haven't gotten close enough yet to be able to share thoughts and feelings. maybe i will eventually, but right now, i really wish my good friends are here with me. but things are pretty good here la, so i should stop sounding so emo lol. >.<
lalala okay it's kinda late and i shall head to bed. tata! (:
- Mood:
homesick
feeling kinda tired now. been walking around the whole day and omg it's really tiring! but quite fun la, cos i had superb company. :D sang a hell lot and walked a lot and made a lot of new friends! quite fun! and we ate at wong kei and i ate THREE BOWLS of rice! xD ROCKS.
okay i realised i'm sounding kinda confused, happy and emo at the same time. lol cant really tell which one i feel more, but i hope this confused feeling will stop soon. getting a bit too much for me. lol shall slp after my laundry's done! xiaolu and i got super shocked by the stupid dryer when it started so immediately hahaha. and the first thing we saw was underwear flying in the dryer. -.- sigh how noob hahaha. xP
lol anw shall stop thinking too much and be happy! and hopefully lessons will be fun. (:
P.S. I MISS EVERYONE IN SINGAPORE! ): my house d, 413, 6N, COUNCIL and juniors, ops, yen, yuan yuan, yi ting, sherry, ben, tuck heng! and many many more! AHHH.
- Mood:
homesick
(feat. Colbie Caillat)
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
- Mood:
loved
okay i better update! been busy and sleepy and just didnt have the urge to update. and even if i did, i would feel too lazy so i would just heck and just flip through my friend's page haha. anyway life's been eventful and yay i shall blog abt my birthday! :D
so celebrations began on friday the 15th! although it's like th's birthday but nvm haha. xP so on friday my fellow intern gave me a book called "50 mathematical ideas" and hey for the first time, someone actually gave me a book for my birthday! at least someone thinks i'm intellectual enough heh. :D then in the afternoon at abt one plus, alicia gave me a call and asked me to rush home cos there's a present hanging at my door and she was afraid it would get stolen so i rushed home! and guess what, it was a bouquet of teddy bears! :DDD from th! xD hee hee. freaking cute okay!!! heh thank you! <3
okay so after that i slacked the afternoon away before i went to felly's house for our supposed bb house stayover! when i reached, i saw giraffe and shi hua in the kitchen cooking!!! quite a funny sight HAHA. and after that felly forced me to walk in from the front door and the first thing i saw was mandy sticking her head out of the dining room! and everyone started screaming for mandy to go back in! cos well mandy isnt part of the house d, and lol the other house councillors were supposed to be a surprise!!! :D hahahaha! and mandy freaked out and ran back in hahahaha. and the bigger surprise was sruthi!!! :D yay yay! so anyway, they cooked dinner for me and even baked a cake! it was a chocolate whisky cake and omg it's so freaking sinful but SUPER GOOD! :D and they got me a bag from warehouse! :D hee hee. THANK YOU BB27ths! LOVE YOU GUYS! :D well after that we watched titanic and then p.s. i love you and it's a super strange transition between two different kinds of love stories! hahahaha. and we moved up to felly's room and then played murderer and that was like at 4am! and then played indian poker and we found that not very interesting lol. then at 5 i fell asleep. and suddenly at 7 i woke up and saw everyone leaving! everyone was going home at like 7am which was damn hilarious hahahaha. so only sabrina lau and i were left at felly's house, and of course felly too haha. so felly went to bathe and slau and i were just talking and talking haha. then at around 9 plus felly was asleep and slau and i sneaked out of the house but left a note on her wall clock to tell her that we left alr haha. so there we go, one slpover done! thanks bb27ths for making time for this slpover k! MUCH LOVE! :D
so when i got home on sat, i slept all the way till 3 plus! then woke up and slacked a bit before going to sherry's place for my second slpover! :D met her at rail mall where we rented marley and me and went home to watch! tried out a few of her new clothes that she bought online and talked a bit and we then went to try out her sparklers! which were super old hahahaha. but the wind was so strong so the flame of our candle kept going out and the matches refused to stay lit! ): so we spent like 15 mins trying to light the matches and we just gave up. went back up to watch herbie: fully loaded and it was so cute! :D then we went on to watch marley and me and rachel chia finally came at like 11pm, that slow retarded pokk. xP marley and me was quite sad when marley the dog died. ): oh well. so after marley and me, lim wei showed me card tricks and had fun pissing me off cos i couldnt figure it out and well that was my birthday entertainment haha. then sherry and rach gave me a present when the clock struck 12! it's a cookie recipe book! and guess what rach said. "oh you're supposed to bake for us with this book! you know we took damn long to pick this book lor, and we decided that we want you to bake cookies for us." *retarded grin* POKE YOU CHIA YEN. lol. so anyway, after that, we went down to play sparklers! :D and we played with this tree sparklers thing which is actually 4 sparklers tied and when burnt it's supposed to open up like a tree! but i think the sparklers were REALLY OLD, so in the end it sputtered and sparks flew everywhere and it stopped burning. -.- hahaha so we just played with the normal sparklers and rach was being suaku and going ooh and ahh when sherry showed her the multiple burning of the sparklers! LOL. so yeah we just sat there and stoned a bit and at 1 plus we went upstairs and plonked ourselves into bed at 2 after washing up. then the next day i woke up at 8 plus and prepared to go off cos i was meeting th! so yeah wanted to leave sherry's place without waking her up but she still did in the end! haiyah me dumb dumb. >.< anyway thanks sherry BFFS for slpover! :D lol we should have mahjonged though HAHA. xP
then on sunday the 17th itself, i left sherry's house and went to meet th in town! :DDD and i betted with him 1 dollar to see who will reach first! but he won but yay he didnt ask me for my 1 dollar! haha. but in the end we didnt stay in town, lol went to vivo instead and we walked around and went into toys'r'us! where we randomly looked around at car models and many other toys! then walked around and then found a nice place to sit at open area on the 3rd floor. so we just sat there and talked. till abt 12 plus and we went down to sushi tei to eat!! :D yum yum! and th was like amazed by the size of the scallop! HAHA. it was huge okay! we go eat again next time k! :D and we sat by the window so had a nice sea view! and we got MOCHI ICECREAM! finally mann! :D and after that we just continued walking around vivo and omg hell lot of ppl la! and someone nearly knocked me over. -.- but yay quality time spent. xD love you. x) haha went home late afternoon and stoned around till he called again at night and slept.
then on monday, i called in sick. >.< hahaha fell sick from all the slpovers and basically i woke up at like 1 HAHA. then went to ben's house where i played wii! and charmaine came home halfway and started competing with me on wii! hahaha! and then went out to tony roma's for dinner! omg the food was FREAKING GOOD! :D basically we talked for hours and finally he sent me home at around 10 haha. thanks so mcuh ben! love your present! but omg i was such a noob last time! >.< and thanks my best guy friend, thank you for everything the past 4 years plus. x)
so yeah that's all for now! gonna meet joan today and yuan yuan tmr and ge, dawn, shaway, cindy, joey and nicola a few days later! :D yay!
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't. | |
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it's the last day of 2008. just wanna say thanks to everyone who has made this a great year. (:
413, 6N, 27ths, house d!, buddy!, sherry bffs, yuan yuan, yiting, all my good friends and many more! thank you. x) love you guys. <3
i love the "can i have this dance" mv from hsm3! SO SWEET! :DDD
let go.
can someone teach me how?
- Mood:
(:
and anyway, lol i just read some emails from long time ago. those few emails are the only ones that i bothered creating a folder for. and i couldnt stop laughing at how cute everything was in sec 2! lol and i guess i'm glad certain things happened and hmmm memories are such wonderful things. x)
hmmm no one's at home now. everyone's at work, even my sister. and my mum will be home the earliest at like 11? lol. i feel lonely!! ): someone, anyone, come sms me! or IM me hahaha. lalalala.
anyway, i've decided to be happier! and really just let go. and i'm starting to appreciate everything and everyone around me more now. (: it feels good. and the future doesn't seem as uhhh bleak now. was kinda freaked out at the start of hols. was wondering how i'm gonna handle this transition in life. but i guess taking things one step at a time helps. i feel slightly more relaxed now haha.
ok i realise i dun exactly sound very angsty hahaha.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRY BFFS! x) heh you're finally 18! xD
- Mood:
good
today's the first full day i spent at home since A's ended, and oh my goodness i was damn bored la! the tv programmes looked the same after a while. :/ except for my tom and jerry show at 7.30! hahaha. <333 and i cut my hair today! i think the hairdresser killed it though, looks a bit strange. >.<
yay sending o comm off at airport tmr! and then class outing at sentosa! lol.
oh mann can u believe i still cant find my prom dress after 3 days of shopping! oh no! ): shall shop with joan after i get back from KL! yay! joan you're missed! xD
sigh and why can't i get over it. nowadays i stare at the name in my hp, and kept wondering if the person's doing ok and if that person's happy. hmmm. :/ this time's just too deep i guess.
life's really empty without you.
- Mood:
random
oh oh, oh my god you should see bong's peer review for me! he actually wrote this la "Anna is quite a decisive person (though she doesn't seem to be when it comes to food)" LOL i couldn't stop laughing when i read it la. hahaha. super diao! and yay thanks to bong and yi ting for helping me write my peer evaluations! :DDD love you guys! <333
- Mood:
(:
I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all
I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Yeah Yeah Yeah
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Say you love me
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away
it still hurts.
- Mood:
):
词曲:周杰伦
演唱:周杰伦
想笑 来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头 承认自己会怕黑
我只求 能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界 好像只有我疲惫
无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰 会不会 让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背 有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是……
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界 好像只有我疲惫
无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰 会不会 让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美
- Mood:
sad
okay time to slp! tata. x)
- Mood:
bouncy
hmmm. mugging is making me very antisocial, even though i don't want to, and i really crave for some company, and i have a very bad habit of checking my phone very often. terribly distracting. not as if i get many smses nowadays. >.< but well mugging is still going well i suppose. i feel oddly disconnected from the world. and the closest thing to contact with the outside world is my hp and the internet, which i use not very often. it's quite fun to see a flood of emails though. makes me feel wanted and be in the know of things.
ok i'm not really making any sense. as usual.
AHHH. anna is in need of love! >.< please sms her a hug or give her a call k!
i can't wait for A's to be over. and guess what, prelims hasn't even started. >.<
- Mood:
blah
firstly, i saw the pretty picture of my house d! took it on friday during teachers' day celebrations. heh we all looked very good there! heh. me loves BBhoused!!! <333
secondly, i finally finally managed to win a spider solitaire game with TWO suits! like FINALLY. after around 20 plus to 30 tries?! lol yeah. haha quite loser but heck haha. congrats to me! hahahaha! today/ tmr must be my lucky day! xD
thirdly, i read the email thread abt o comm trip! WHEEEEE. i really hope it materializes! it sounds super super exciting! lol i don't mind taiwan or hong kong as long as we can EAT and SHOP. HAHAHAHA. YAYNESS! :DDD
and lalala i'm currently registering for sats 2! think i shall retake my sats 1 in dec! but oh my god, i just realised i wouldn't be able to study for sats 1 at all! cos after A's, i'll be partying away for one week, then i'm going on holiday most prob, and then come back and rush to shop for prom, and then it's prom! and then it's sats 1, 2 days later. AHHH. how to study! later do badly again and lang fei qian how. ): BLEHHHHH. ok i shall be guai and try to make time for it. haha.
I SMELL INSTANT NOODLES! yay okay i just went to steal some!
- Mood:
bouncy
词曲:曲:Davy Chan 词:林夕 编:刘志远
我怕来不及
我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹
有了岁月的痕迹
直到肯定你是真的
直到失去力气
为了你 我愿意
动也不能动
也要看着你
直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸
让我们 形影不离
如果
全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你
值得我去珍惜
而你在这里
就是生命的奇迹
也许
全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意
失去你的消息
你掌心的痣
我总记得在那里
我怕来不及
我要抱着你
直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸
让我们 形影不离
如果
全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你
值得我去珍惜
而你在这里
就是生命的奇迹
也许
全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意
失去你的消息
你掌心的痣
我总记得在那里
我们好不容易
我们身不由己
我怕时间太快
不够将你看仔细
我怕时间太慢
日夜担心失去你
恨不得一夜之间白头
永不分离
如果
全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你
值得我去珍惜
而你在这里
就是生命的奇迹
也许
全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意
失去你的消息
你掌心的痣
我总记得在那里
在那里
but you're no longer around.
this week was crazy! spent everyday doing portfolio and bleh it still looked like shit and i felt damn zi bei abt it AHHH. ): nvm it's no surprise if i dont get plaque. sigh oh well.
yay yest went to watch tapestry at vivo with sherry! bought a pair of topshop earrings! yay! xD and anyway the performances were not bad! and Five was fantastic! haha wenjun's falsetto was quite funny but it was still good! :D recorded the whole thing for yewei on his phone and oh my i held it there for like half an hour?! heh now yewei owes me a drink! lol can i upsize to a meal or sth? haha.
and omg there was this 15 year old who was trying to hit on me and my friend for dunno what reason gave him my number. i'm like how ugly pls but whatever. oh my tian. he was totally like bugging me the whole night and whole of today! so i had to tell him that i have a boyfriend and that my boyfriend was angry. i was cringing at that though. >.< sigh. and oh my tian he still continued bugging me and even tried calling just now?! haiyoh. argh what's wrong with him.
life's so boring now. ): i cant wait for A's to be over. and now i hate weekends too. i surprisingly look forward to school. i guess being in school makes me feel more loved and happy. i cant stand being left alone on weekends. and why must it be raining all the time nowadays. i dun like the rain. i think i've said it before. it's so melancholic. i feel so lonely and sad at home.
the day i love the rain, will be the day you become a thing of the past.
- Mood:
lonely
anyway today was a great day! ended at 12.30 and went to students services centre with yiting to find out more abt unis and then went for lunch! talked a hell lot abt so many things and haha some parts of our convo were on the kind of boyfriends we want haha. and came back to do some work before we headed off for some personal essay talk and yay went for dinner after that! ok sounds like nth much but heh we talked abt loads of things and it's really interesting to ponder over many many different things.
ok i typed those *points above* like an hour ago. and bleh i'm feeling super pissy now. ): and feeling super demoralised. RAWR.
- Mood:
blah
that familiar smell, i wonder when i'm ever gonna get to smell it again. and that unforgettable smile.
i'll update on national day celebrations maybe tmr. x) BB RAWKS MY SOCKS! :D
- Mood:
thoughtful
and lol privin who was our leader was damn funny! he sorta warmed up to us on sunday and haha he's a slacker la! we had alot of free time on sunday so we kept going back to our base to get instructions and he kept wanting to go to his base, aka macs. LOL. but anyway macs never tasted better, seriously. and yay group E aka yewei + kovan + giraffe = LOVE! i still have our picture as my hp wallpaper! xD
RAWR. i've been having diarrhoea (ok however you spell it) since sat! ))): and today i went toilet like 5 times la! and i just threw up my dinner! i think something's wrong! ): i shall slp early tonight! x)
lalala i just finished editing my sgc and hmmm i shall go download application forms for college awards. my tummy is making funny sounds. i dunno if i'm hungry or i need to go toilet! >.< and i feel sleepy alr! maybe i shall go finish mugging physics! i'm almost done with making notes! ok quite slow la i know. everyone's like doing practice papers alr lor. die. )):
yay i shall transfer hsm2 songs into my mp3 player! :D
bleh i think i'm quite pmsy nowadays! >.< and sometimes i feel like being a loner. starting to find it very draining to have to make small talk although i would naturally want to, but i just find it kinda tiring lol. and these few days i kept snapping at guys. guys as in boys, yes. well i always get teased but maybe these few days i'm just really in a bad mood (although i dunno why!) and i just keep getting mad! ): i think maybe my diarrhoea is getting to me. ahaha.
wah college awards is some scary thing. eeks. >.<
wo yao da bian! haha. x.x
- Mood:
happy
anyway, i'm doing dossiers! doing the last out of the four we were supposed to do by tmr. heh i'm so last minute. oops. x) i feel super accomplished today! ok technically from fri night la. i slept at like 10 plus (for once! yay!) and woke up at 9 plus, ate breakfast and watched a bit of tv (totally spies! hahaha!) and started doing work! did one math assignment, one math tutorial and one chem tutorial and also 4 dossiers! (ok la counting this one that i'm still doing yup.) yay yay! tmr i shall do gp compre and h3 math tutorials and mug physics! and then go for jiening's birthday dinner! whee!
YAY i'm done with my last dossier! woohoo! shall send them out and then play pirates on facebook. haha it's so freaking brainless and boring but i'm always damn happy when i manage to get many gold coins from those deserted islands! hahaha!
and YAY shuotian burned the hsm2 soundtrack for me! haiyoh hsm 3 is coming out as a movie during like prelims period la! how to watch! ): being a j2 is such sad life rawr. ):
i think i shall start taking alot of photos of my class from next week onwards! my class is actually quite cute! and yong jin just came back from Hungary! and he bought loads of chocolates for us! and he got this really strange box which apparently was created by the same creator of the rubik's cube! and basically we have to try to figure out how to open the box and it was really damn fun! passed it around in class during lessons to keep ourselves entertained and nearly got it confiscated. xP hahaha! and we had two class lunches last week! ok group lunch la, cos only a few of us were there. on tues we ate at delifrance and fri we ate at cartel! and bong just had to suan me non stop abt my appetite. -.- and we had an extra coke at cartel which the boys drank without asking if the girls wanted. -.- greedy pigs!
okay i have finished dossiers and finished printing out the compre! i suddenly feel like doing work! but nah i shall have my beauty slp! xD but before that, i shall eat first! cos i am SUPER HUNGRY now! yay cup noodles! tata! x)
- Mood:
bouncy
